SoupCan2099

Hey, ya its me again I know I just want to apologize for the previous status I made recently for seeming so negative, I am honestly doing my best to better myself as a person in general, And honestly after reading the comments it actually made me realize I at least have somewhat of an audience, its not HUGE but... its something, and that hit me. I feel like I have put this unessary pressure onto myself in trying to constantly improve or push myself, and me being sick and tired of seeing all of the "trendy stuff" get quick likes/interaction. I always had this mentality of hating people in general, especailly on the internet, you never know who the hell is on the other side. And I just want to thank the few who actually commented on that previous post, I know it wasnt a lot but to me it did mean a lot, I thank you all for those who have been watching my profile since my google plus days, for roblox or whatever it is you follow me by. And I wanna thank those who are still around to this

Nobody will most likely read this but just thought i'd share my current state of mind. Perhaps its just my insecurities again but, I honestly feel like no matter what I do with my artwork and no matter how much effort I put into it, it barely gets any traction at all. The ammount of time and years I have spent on here and on twitter has barely gotten me an audience, really says a lot about my artwork doesn't it? Or maybe its my fault, I am the dumbass that doesn't draw a lot, nor do I do commissions so I should just shut the fuck up about it right? I'm the crazy one here right? I need to draw once every week right? or every day so people can actually see the stuff I do? I shit you not some dumbass once told me "well if you wanna get better or an audience you should draw something once every day, no matter if its a sketch or not" and the dumbass telling me that draws these poorly drawn anime girls looked like they were drawn by a 13 year old, I forgot who told me that specifically but

Another one of these yearly things huh? I'm 22 now, yeah I know I'm an old ass geezer now making shitty drawings still on this cringeworthy half AI filled fetish art website. (Though half of it now is just people posting straight up porn screenshots at this point.) That aside, check out my sick ass Kamen Rider Ichigo cosplay. https://twitter.com/JudgeSoup/status/1719548882630459497